Hello, 2009!

I am writing this after another night of absolutely no sleep. It was fun, Leah and Adam kept me company. Adam has gone to bed, Leah is still up with me. Speaking of Leah and Adam, Leah and I are saving up to go to Portland in the summer. Oh, and Vivien, you're coming too. But, my new years resoloution is to be able to afford the travels I expect to have this year. Sorry, Macbook, looks like you will have to wait...

It's 08:23AM, and I need to sleep. But I do not plan to.

*lesigh*

I am angry at myself. I did not mind when I slipped into an EST time zone... but now, PST? You're kidding, right? No, Rosy, no I am not. Last night I got four hours sleep. I went to bed at like four thrirty, and was all snuggled up in my bed- I checked mobile Twitter... and I see that Adam had gone live! So I snook back downstairs and got the headphones and charger and planned to watch Adam thinking that "oh, it can't last that much over an hour". Oh, how I was wrong. It finished at something ridiculous at like seven AM my time. I should have gone to bed, they were all trying there hardests to make me go though. <3

And now, here I am again. I went to bed at 5AM, couldn't sleep after ten minutes... got a shower, felt more awake and came back online. Nobody is online for me to talk to. :'[ *cries* Leah is going to bed soon, boo! So, now at 06:25 AM, I may have to finally admit defeat and sleep. Booooo! I have to wake up at 12 tomorrow to see my cousins. Wait? That's in 51/2 hours. That means that in like 48 hours I have only slept 91/2 of them.

LOOK WHAT YOU DO TO ME, INTERNET! I HATE YOU! <3

P.S- I love my friends. ^_^

Guess what...

(I hand fed these pigeons a low fat chocolate chunk granola bar on the top of the Empire State Building.)

I fixed my blog. So, back to this one! Sorry to confuse y'all. I wrote this blog to inform you all that Vivien left 25 minutes ago and I miss her already. ^_^ She is calling me from London tomorrow, so yay for that! Aww, she just @replied me on Twitter. *Butterflies* Oh, and Zach and Tom and I have a secret and you don't know it. Mwuhaha.

They don't come much more sick than you.

(I took my laptop to school planning to do work. Needless to say, I did not.)

I'm sad. :[ These past nine weeks have been absolutely horrible and I might have to go live with my dad soon, if things carry on like this anyway. I'm dreading Christmas. I mean, it's pretty obvious I hate it. I love the build up to it, all the lights and wrapping up warm and such, but I hate the day. I'm getting money this year, so I'm not gonna get to open stuff up, and I have to have it at my soon-to-be-step-dad's house. Which, if you can't guess, I'm dreading. I just want to sit at home all day by myself and watch How The Grinch Stole Christmas, because Dr. Seuss makes everything better. Maybe I can pursuade my mum to let me stay at home by myself, if things carry on this way, maybe she'd prefer if it I did?

P.S- Still undecided on the haircut, it's a mix between a six year old boy and Agnes Deyn.

P.P.S- I'm going to listen to more depressive music now, bye. ^_^

Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend!

Has Nanalew ever written you a poem? No? Here, you can read the one she wrote for me.

[20:41:35] Shawna says: oh here
[20:41:38] Shawna says: i wrote this for you
[20:41:38] Shawna says: Rosy has a shellfish
A pretty little shellfish
Of cream and pink and blue
A little purple too
Rosy's pretty shellfish
Is manic and so selfish
It wants to eat her brain.

Nummy nummy brain.

In other news, I have spoken to Leah more again these past few weeks :] Like I used to, I like it. YAY! ^_^ I also got my hair cut off even shorter. I look like a six year old boy. Srsly. Not cool. ¬_¬ I still can't get into Katherines, I mean I loveloveloved Paper Towns, and especially Alaska... but I've tried to read Katherines twice now, it's just not happening! BLEH! Also, I hate all of you irl people. You can just go suck it. :] Internet Rosanna is not for you guys. K? Good! Oh, and I miss Vivien to the moon and back. <3

One light, one mind, flashing in the dark,

blinded by the silence of a thousand broken hearts.

I have a Sti (it may just be my warped mind, but you read it as 'ess tea eye', don't you? ;P) in my eye. I have to put eye drops in it every two hours. It's tedious, I tell you. So, today I have been wrapped up in my bed watching South Park episodes that haven't aired in England yet. I have also drunk half of my body weight in Irn Bru (<3), and rummaged under my bed for my Lemony Snicket books. If I'm gonna be an absurdist fiction author I have to keep reading utter nonsense, right? ;-P

I'm hungry. My mum won't be home untill later so I have to cook my own tea, which is chicken and salad. I am hoping I'll have people to skype with later though, so I don't get lonely. I think I'm getting cat, a Siamese cat. I want to call her Alaska. My mum should never trust me with naming animals.